Woke up late today, around 1something. Feeling damn tired. My body like is like killing me can't even stand properly.

Hmm,,, wanted to go out for lunch but i hardly can walk, so decided not to go out and stay in the room, alone. Well, yeah my roommate went back to her hometown, studying in some private college i guess. I'm happy knowing she'll have to move out but at times i need someone to talk with. I'm afraid of sleeping alone at night with the empty bed next to me. I'm afraid of offing lights during night time b4 i go to bed. I MISS HOME. I MISS MY ROOM. PLEASE :(

Since i've been keeping this inside for a very long time, maybe its about to express my thoughts and feelings.

Sometimes i really feel like quiting everything. I don't like the surroundings here. I can tell you, i don't like whatever i've done here so far.

Sometimes i treat ppl good but eventually they think i'm doing it just hoping for good treats back in return. Sometimes i'm over good they can easily make fun of me, i ain't any laughing stock okay. I don't feel like continue telling this again. I JUST DON'T LIKE IT.

Currently listening to this song, By Chance , J.R.A

will post it out later alright.

CAOO