Since after so many things happened :(

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you.

Its like things happened for so many reasons. Too many reasons even just for one question.

First of all, the reason why i put this song lyrics is because that i found every sentence of these lyrics bring a lot

of true meaning toward me. How I wished I can sing this lovely song in front of you bie :(

I remembered how I came across those days knowing you. My first impression was like ;

Okay la, He's not bad, cute, talkative, friendly and nice.

I never thought that I had actually fall for you. I didn't know about it until when I reached home,

I started missing you, wanting to see you the next day, and a lot of feelings came across me.

-I miss everything about you-

I remembered you came all the way from Ipoh to Kampar for me, with so many problems around you still

came all the way here. >

-How I wished I could turn back those old days-

I remembered we used to go karaoke together, dance together, laugh together, eat together, sleep together, club together, went snooker with full of laughters.

-How I wished I could turn back those old days-

Even though problems were bugging us, we could solve it peacefully.

I miss your kisses badly, very badly.

And what's most unforgettable things are EVERYTHING ON WHAT WE'VE DONE.

BUT. BUT. BUT. BUT. BUT. BUT. BUT. BUT....

Every loves stories comes to an ending with 'but'

Don't you think so? Well, I think so. This really puts me to the end of the day. -dying-

I. HHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMPPPP.

I actually knew that he had some one else.

Some one he belongs to for years plus.

But still he insists of having phone contact with me.

Seriously I can't accept all these shits bie :(

But still I can't think of any good idea of getting over you.

Sometimes I really wished for this ;

-How I wished you never exist in my life-

And now, I knew there's a girl fighting for you.

I knew everything about you.

I'm tired of having all these kind of feelings.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of sending you text replies.

Can I just forget about you whenever i woke up from sleep?

-You're driving me insane-

Sometimes,

things we never know is better than we know.

I really hope that you could stalk this even though I know its impossible.

HAHAHAHA . malay la sgt =.=

OKAY. SINCE I SAID I WANNA BLOG IN MALAY RIGHT, SO I CHANGE MY BLOG TODAY INTO MALAY VERSION.

BUT BEFORE THAT I'M NOT GONNA USE THOSE SPM MALAY LA FOR SURE. THOSE SAYA SAYA KAMU KAMU ALL FCK IT.

BASICALLY SHORT FORM ENOUGH. SORRY FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T UNDERSTAND.

READ TWICE OR FIFTH TIMES, MAYBE IT HELPS.

COMMENT ME? CHEERS.

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Mmg susah kalo na start ayat pertama ta tao na tulis ape. Lagi2 dalam bahasa melayu. Teringat la pulak zaman sekolah masuk kelas subjek bm, kena tulis karangan panjang2. ADOY. tensionnya.

Sue leng : Cikgu, kalo na start ayat pertama na tulis ape?

Cikgu : Sue leng, da berape kali you tanya cikgu ni. Tiap2 kali masa na buat karangan je na tanye. Tgok soalan. Cikgu da explain tdi.

Sue leng : Tapi i ta reti buat la cikgu........

Cikgu : TA PAYAH BUAT!!

Sue leng : baiklah (hehehehehe) Nanti i hantar kat ketua kelas.

Tbe2 teringat la pulak kat PUAN SALINA, Cikgu bm kelas i. Selalu je bengang ngan gang ktorng. Jojo, Leesa, Zyra.

OKAY. FORGET ABOUT OLD TIMES.

BACK TO THE STORY.

Semalam kuar jj ngan Zyra. Mmg rindu gyler gyler gyler kat die. Sumpah semalam mmg berbaloi kuar ngan die.

Okay camni sebenarnye. I ajak Jojo dgn Zyra kua pg jj.

Jojo sampai jj dlu ngan bf, member2 die.

Zyra pulak otw balik dr setiawan.

And i pulak ade kat umah tggu Zyra balik.

So once zyra sampai umah die, sematang-matangnye na MAKE UP, i pon kua tros gerak pg jj.

KELAM-KABUT GYLER SEMALAM.

TAKUT NI LA TAKUT TU LA. TENSION JE.

Ni na pg lepak tgok wayang je, tapi ktorng macm na pg jumpe boyfriend la, mcam ade business besar na wat la. adoyyy.

LAWAK SANGAT2 . SUMPAH LAWAK !

Zyra sampai jj dlu. Tah nape die sampai cepat padahal i yg kua umah dlu.

Ta habis2 msg tanye i kt mane la, da sampai blum la. ADOY

yela make up zyra mahal. BOLE CAIR. hahaha zyra oh zyra. <3

Jumpe die kat coffee bean. Terkejut skali pandang zyra. Mmg hot la syg i nie. Rugi je ta dapt upload picture kt snie. ngeee

Then rush gyle pegi toilet, baikikan make up, beli rokok, FINALLY pegi jumpe Jojo kat bowling.

Happy jugak dapt jumpe jojo, mmber2 lain kt sne.

Tapi rasa len macam je time na jumpe Jojo.

Its like macam x rapat da sgt ngan die, Dlu bukan men rapat gyler sampai ngangis2 bile na berpisah now len macam je.

Sembang2, rokok2, gelak2, gossip2 smua ade smalam.

After that we decided na pg tgok movie.

Jojo couldn't come with us sebab die na pg perlis smue

Hmm. Mmg da len gyler arh skg, masing2 ade life sendiri.

So ended up, me, Zyra and Amir.

Tgok movie depicable me 3g.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Ta tao na ckap ape psal movie tu, mmg best and awesome.

OKAY MALAS NA CITE BYK2 PSAL SMALAM.

LASTLY, cehh, cepat je lastly kan.,

Lastly, amir anta pulang umah lepas movie.

OVERALL, ITS A FUN OUTING AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD THIS COMING UP SATURDAY UTK JUMPE BABEKU, ZYRA <3

P/S : LAUGH ALL YOU WANT, GET A LIFE AND I DON'T CARE :)

LOVELY DAY, SATURDAY HOMIE

Stay at home today. Woke up late, as usual around 1something. Texted zyra and jojo asked them out for movie.

Too bad. Both not free, Zrya went sitiawan to visit her aunt who's sick. Jojo pulak went travelling.

So, screw the movie. went back to sleep. Officially woke up around 2.

Did nothing much at home, watched movie, online and stuff.

Dad went out, as usual, he'll not be at home every saturday and sunday afternoon and come back during evening time.

Sue may said she wanna treat us dinner today. LOL

So we decided to eat claypot chicken rice somewhere in bercham.

Spend roughly rm30+, ordered 1 big and 1 small pot, and few side dishes. YUMMY.

Dad kinda drunk, made those funny jokes made us go LAUGH OUT LOUD - please dad, we're in the public lor-

HAHHAHA who cares, as long as we're all laughing like nobody's business, 1big family ppl wouldn't care instead of laughing together with us :)

Supposed to capture mum and dad laughing but x jadi. Camera cacat. CSL phone ma. Cheap phone ma =.=

Heh, gonna upload some pictures here soon alright. Wait till i get back to kampar first :)

Mum and sist went tesco to buy .... I don't know really know what they wanna buy.

okay, screw it.

I failed my marketing paper. So far, dad and mum didn't know about this. Plan to tell them after my make good test, next friday.

Shit, i realized that i gotta study from chapter 2-5. WTF right.

shitty me.

HAVE TO STUDY!

AND I DECIDE TO STUDY TMR. IT'S A MUST !!!!!! :)

Church tomorrow. They actually gave me this questions and i have to answer them by tomorrow. Here are the questions :

1. Where do I come from ?
2. Where have I been ?
3. What is happening in my life ?
4. What is happening to my life ?
5. Where do I go from here ?

EMINEM FT. RIHANNA - LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE (SONG + LYRICS)

HOME SWEET HOME !!!!

Came back from kampar in the evening. Mum fetched all the way from ipoh to kampar, then kampar back to ipoh again. It's a tiring day.

Reached home around 6.30, had dinner with dad and mum. Dad cooked his delicious chicken curry. Whacked everything, LOL

Had nice shower. Went onlining after that. Suddenly my stomach don't feel good. My menstrual pain was killing me. I feel like dying at the moment.

Lying on bed rolling from left to right. Rolled again from top to bottom of my bed. Rolled and rolled. Took medicine and it only can cure the painness for after 1 hour plus. WTH.

Friends texted and asked where am i. Supposed to go out but not feeling well so couldn't make it. Sorry guys, maybe some other time.

Looking forward to go fo the HILLSONG held in Syuen Hotel, Ipoh this coming up august 11. Can't wait to go PLEASE !!!!

Feels damnnnnnnnnnnnn good at home seriously. Miss my room, miss my bed, my booster, my puppy, my FAMILY.

Okay i'm done for now. Not gonna post any long blog so far.

Listening to love the way you lie by eminem ft rihanna.

CAOO .

J.R.A. - By Chance (You & I) (NEW ORIGINAL) + MP3 Download !

Woke up late today, around 1something. Feeling damn tired. My body like is like killing me can't even stand properly.

Hmm,,, wanted to go out for lunch but i hardly can walk, so decided not to go out and stay in the room, alone. Well, yeah my roommate went back to her hometown, studying in some private college i guess. I'm happy knowing she'll have to move out but at times i need someone to talk with. I'm afraid of sleeping alone at night with the empty bed next to me. I'm afraid of offing lights during night time b4 i go to bed. I MISS HOME. I MISS MY ROOM. PLEASE :(

Since i've been keeping this inside for a very long time, maybe its about to express my thoughts and feelings.

Sometimes i really feel like quiting everything. I don't like the surroundings here. I can tell you, i don't like whatever i've done here so far.

Sometimes i treat ppl good but eventually they think i'm doing it just hoping for good treats back in return. Sometimes i'm over good they can easily make fun of me, i ain't any laughing stock okay. I don't feel like continue telling this again. I JUST DON'T LIKE IT.

Currently listening to this song, By Chance , J.R.A

will post it out later alright.

CAOO